I have not blogged in forever...so much has happened and i am doing so many things that i simply have not had time!
There is a HUGE chance carlos and I are moving to NYC. We have been thinking about it for so long but really never took any action to make it happen. This time its different..i am flying to NYC in 2 weeks to speak to an advisor @ FIT to see how many of my credits transfer and to look at apartments. Transferring to FIT in itself is a major dream that i have always had but really never thought it was possible and for Carlos's music and sound theres a huge market that there is not in Miami.
In the midst of the excitement of the possibility of moving...i have this sad, scary feeling in the pit of my stomach. I have never lived away from my mom or my brother and i am not sure that i can start now. After my parents divorce they both became closer to me than ever before and i am not sure i am goin to be able to be apart from them. Its this anxiousness that even keeps me up at night...i honestly dont know what to do...I want to follow my dreams and reach my potential career wise but i am not certain i am willing to sacrifice my family to follow that dream.
Now, i am praying and seeking that God will provide a CLEAR answer and path for me to follow.
I dont want to always have wondered..."what if i had moved" but i also dont want it to be the beginning of a long distance relationship with my family.
There is a HUGE chance carlos and I are moving to NYC. We have been thinking about it for so long but really never took any action to make it happen. This time its different..i am flying to NYC in 2 weeks to speak to an advisor @ FIT to see how many of my credits transfer and to look at apartments. Transferring to FIT in itself is a major dream that i have always had but really never thought it was possible and for Carlos's music and sound theres a huge market that there is not in Miami.
In the midst of the excitement of the possibility of moving...i have this sad, scary feeling in the pit of my stomach. I have never lived away from my mom or my brother and i am not sure that i can start now. After my parents divorce they both became closer to me than ever before and i am not sure i am goin to be able to be apart from them. Its this anxiousness that even keeps me up at night...i honestly dont know what to do...I want to follow my dreams and reach my potential career wise but i am not certain i am willing to sacrifice my family to follow that dream.
Now, i am praying and seeking that God will provide a CLEAR answer and path for me to follow.
I dont want to always have wondered..."what if i had moved" but i also dont want it to be the beginning of a long distance relationship with my family.
